My mind is so confused
as is my heart
i fell for you hard and fast
i didn't think i could feel that for anyone the way i felt it for you
but that feeling changed
it changed to a feeling i didn't like something always in the back of my mind telling me something may not be right
probably why you thought i didn't trust you when i thought i did
i did trust you with everything i had
just i didn't like her or trust her
and now i know why
why to be answered is because...
my lover was starting to like her
and she likes my lover
shes no longer there
but it still ripped us apart
i don't like it
i don't know how to act or feel
how to handle any of this
i want this to all be over
i want it to be like it was before
before i had that first feeling of things going down down
and further down
i don't know how we are supposed to go back to how it was
maybe we cant
but my wish is that it does
for now i know that i most likely wont happen
she reappeared in my lovers life
