You were the most generous person Ive ever known
So caring, kind and gentle
I think you were amazing
And I fell in love with you when we were together
I don't understand how you can be gone
When I saw you a week before you died
I could tell you were feeling crap
But I didn't realise how bad
How could I not have known what was going on?
I was supposed to be your friend
How could you have been in that much pain
And not shown it?
How could you have been in so much pain
That you couldn't hold on for your little boy?
He is going to miss you so much
You were such a wonderful mum to him and you always will be
You will always be with Jai and he will know that
I hope you will be with me too, because I will be thinking of you so much
I miss you like crazy and I love you
I hope you are safe and happier now Viv, even if you had to leave your beautiful boy
I understand how much pain you were in and I know that leaving is something you didn't have a choice about
