To Death

To death

Why have you taken so much from me
When I was born I survived
But my twin never did

At fifteen it was my boyfriend
Hit by a car in a hit a run
Still remember the screeches and the screams of that night long ago

At the age of twenty lost my first true best friend
There was no sign of it coming
I remember the bad timing
And the call and having to tell photography school
At the same time came my grandma I never got to see

Then came my accidental pregnancy
We were scared didn't know what to do
But were going to keep it
Then somehow I lost it
I wonder now what could have been

Last year lost the closest person to a mother
I had ever had
Taken of cancer all because doctors were so stupid
Could have been prevented
But no now she's gone

All these deaths some from long ago
Only hit me now
I need these people in my life
But no they are gone
Those I could truly love
Those I could truly trust
Those who meant the world gone

With there goings comes so many broken hearts
Hearts that will never be repaired
Multiple minds and hearts that wish they could join them
In heaven now rather than later
But we all know that would cause others more hurt
So what good would that do