Which Way?

These feelings and thoughts,
will they ever go away?
They will always be here,
for as long as i stay.
So how long will i wait,
till the feeling takes control.
Lose my footing on this ground,
and fall down below.
Either path i take,
the destination's the same.

So i wish i could say,
that here i will stay.
But I can only say sorry,
cause that can't be so.
I wish i can hold on,
but I'm just not that strong.

Though this weakness seems concealed.
I guess it's through this ending that
my true emotions are revealed.

Sorry, it's a poem that's all over the place, but I'm trying to start anew with my poems.