Despair

I want to let things out
I want to scream. I want to shout!
so I guess this poem
could help me clear my mind

I am blue. I am sad
I feel confused. I feel bad!
full of despair. am I crazy?
oh, I feel dizzy!

Why should this happen?
for so long, I felt sadness again
I hate this. This is unbearable
When will it be conquerable?

I've missed half of my life
Its like I've been stab by a knife
but got cured in a week
but still can't get up for yet I'm weak...