She stands like a solider

by XTaintedxBeautyX   Mar 4, 2010


She is just a girl? I think not.
She is the sweetest thing since sugar... Would do anything in the world for love.
What is she to you?
What would you do to get to know her?
But most of all, could anyone really love her?

She is a soldier, will do anything you please.
A people pleaser with a great play of words. A simple sentence to slit your throat and leave you there with nothing.
She will do it if you please, She will be your headphones and tell you what you want to hear.
She is a sneaky one who can lie with a straight face.
Just for you.

Upon the night she will tell you exactly what you want to hear. She will tell you that you are all she needs. She will spill her heart with a face as blank as an empty notepad. and in return will you say what she needs to hear?
The truth.
You will speak to her and tell her that you love her and tell her that you were waiting so long to say that to the right person.
You lied.
She can read you like a book and knows just what you want.
She is like a soldier, Just for you.

Paranoia and pain is what fills her heart, your words help her go on.
You're the perfect person to feed her with deceit.
She once told herself not to trust anyone. Don't let them close and definitely didn't want them knowing her true emotions.
She is a failure.
Her guard was let down, and you beat the shit out of the wall blocking an eternity of knowledge.
She let it happen, just for you.

A careless mistake, anyone could have made.
Shout it as loud as you can, tell everyone she was happy.
Let everyone know you are the one who completely changed her. Let them know you gave her hope.
Brought a smile to an empty face and lit her once lost eyes.
let everyone aware of how you tamed this girl and had her fall in love, something she promised herself wouldn't happen.
Then after they are proud of you for your accomplishment.
Let them all know how you broke her heart and took everything away.
Let them know you let her take a couple steps forward, to the very edge and fall back.

But after all, she is used to this happening.
She gets up the next morning, puts of the mask and has a smile the whole day.
Breaking the news to people while she holds back tears from the sound of your name.
She acts so nonchalantly because these emotions are only for the weak.

She'd give up but that would prove nothing, so she takes your hit and walks away.
Waiting for paths to cross again soon, and planning with a smile.
She thinks positively.
Nothing matters anymore, she will stand tall because she is a soldier.

A people pleaser with a great play of words. A simple sentence to slit your throat and leave you there with nothing.
I will do it if you please, I will be your headphones and tell you what you want to hear.
I'm an honest one who will open up to you completely.
I have let myself be vulnerable and fall in love with you,
Even if it means I will get hurt.

Just for you, because you have proved to be worthy.

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