How could my own words betray me so?
How long can I lie to myself?
Destract myself?
Do so much damage to my own self?
How long does a walk down memory lane take,
if it's a life time of crushed dreams.
How long must I fake a smile?
It's more like forever, it seems.
Am I even doing myself good...
When I write out the bad...
Why can't I function...
Without what I had.
Why did I trust someone...
Why does anyone trust anyone.
Can't I fix it...or should I just move on?
Is a walk down memory lane longer than a lifetime?
Or am I just waisting my life searching for the right ryme?
Cant my struggles be for somthing?
Can't it be more than nothing?
Why did he have to go...
Why doesn't anyone stay...
It's for a hero, I pray...
I donno what to do...
Donno how to prove...
Just...can't...fix it...
I wanna love you still.
I really truely do...
But maybe it's best I just forget you,
forget how u smell.
Forget ur sweet kind eyes.
Forget how you made me feel
so deep down inside.
I loved once before
and I'll learn to love again.
Just sick of guys just taking me out for a spin...
