Watch you cut me

I'd like to watch you cut me
Draw a line straight down the inside
of my wrist.

Take pleasure in my pain.

I'd like for you to watch,

As my eyes grow heavy
And my blood pours out
As my supply grows scarce
And I am left with no defense.

Could you watch me as I surrender?

Succumb to my desire.
Is this me killing myself
Or you killing me?