Slipping away

Starin at my bathroom ceiling, these tears wont seem to fade. the blood on my wrists just keeps on comin and my mascara is fading away.
You know i use to say i love you every night before i went too sleep now all i do is hope and pray that im not pregnant yes indeed.
I really wish i stayed with you forever and always baby you promised my hand in marriage now thats all that i dream.
Honey why'd you leave me here by myself. you had my heart from the very start. i loved when you kissed my lips held me tight all through the night . .
you were my one and only but we are slowly slipping away.