Everyone but me

Searching for my relief through this pain,
Nothing found destined to be alone,
Everyone else has people as sunshine when times are grey,
Me... i have my nails, knifes and blades,
Soft toys and occasionally a animal to talk to,
Nothing that is enough to pull me through,
Everybody has somebody,
That's everyone but me,
Everything is attacking me,
No shining knight to protect me,
Each person i talk to has somebody,
Somebody more significant than me,
When I'm with them they wish i was someone else,
Never will i be good enough for anyone,
My destiny is to now disappear for good,
From this unkind world.