Breaking the habit

You all assume
that im safe here in my room
locked away
so no one can hurt me
im safe from murder
im safe from rape
safe from drugs and alcohol
but there's something out there
that's much more feared that these
at least by me
it's dark
it's cold
it's lonely
and i can never get away
it's always right there
it's always hovering over me
it's always haunting me
always hurting me
i want it to go away
i want to escape it
but how can you escape something
you cant see?