Two Worlds

I am split in two
Which path shall I choose
One has everything to gain
The other, everything to lose

A world so familiar to me
A worl I should not know
Blood, drugs, and violence
Emotions I cant show

Here I have one friend
One that hurts rather then heals
Blood gushes down
It helps me not feel

I am afraid to leave
This world is all Ive known
But Ive met someone
And I like the world theyve shown

When Im with them
The scars disapear
Nothing else matters
But keeping him near

His eyes, his lips
His breath, his touch
Of him I am ever aware
And he, I want so much

I want to love him
But Im afraid to try
For when I finally open up
I fear hell say goodbye