What am I to say?
What am I to do?
You're the one I think about first in the morning
The last when I go to bed
The subject of my dreams
Everywhere I go
I see you
Your smile
Your eyes
Its hard to go to work with the girls who look like you
Do I dare get fired for not showing up?
One can only wonder if it happened to all
On my shows
I cant stand to watch the couples cheat
To yell at each other
For my wounds are still fresh
I can say
"I'm glad you are living your life..."
For when I was there you had a smile
And it hurts knowing that it wasn't from me
I cant say
"I hope you feel sorry for what you did"
Because You did nothing wrong
I just wonder if you can live with that choice
Knowing you killed me inside
