I saw you today , it was a lil unexpected ,
i already figured things would get hectic ,
but you took me by surprise , not saying a word ,
& yet that kinda hurt more than before .
i must say you looked good , better than before ,
i can't help it , you make my mind think like a wh0re .
your arms looked so strong, like they were callin' my name
but i knew to keep my distance cuz things ain't the same
as before.
i tried so hard , i really did, to keep my eyes from looking in your direction
cuz i know my heart will lead me back to you, & that's not good,
i had to use my head as protection.
i smile now to myself , because not too much has changed.
i mean you still make me so angry but so happy at the same
time
why can't you be mine?
i keep thinking everything's gonna be just fine
but it don't take a genius to see that i'm just lyin'
to myself. damn i need help.
i really AM tryna lose all those feelings i felt
but damn Baby Boy, you put me under a spell.
i swear it must be voodoo
for me to feel the way that i do
and no matter what you say , you know its true
the only one that is right for me is you.
"leave it alone , leave it alone" my head says
so i just go home.
debating whether or not i should pick up my phone
and dial your number and tell you straight up
that i've changed now and i don't give a fck ,
your door is one that i just don't wanna shut
and that no matter what you say i ain't gonna give up.
but i don't. i leave the phone on my night stand
despite that in my soul i feel like you're the right man.
this shit right heeerrrrreeee niggaaa i just can't stand
knowing that me & you will never be together again.
ahhhhh, LIFE.
this shit is crazy,
but just in case you don't know, i still wanna be your lady
& maybe, even have your baby.
i know, i know, my ass is crazy.
