I Want To End It All

I Want To End It All,
It Hurts To Be Alive.
I Hear You're Demonic Call,
It's Haunted Me Since I Was Five.

I Try To Hide From You,
But You Always Find Me Here.
You Always Beat Me Black And Blue,
No Matter How Loud My Cries Of Fear.

The Fear And Agony Of Days,
Will Come To A Bitter End.
And All Shall Be Revealed From The Haze,
As Soon As I'm Dead My Friend.

You'll See My Body Mangled And Broken,
And Thrown Upon The Floor.
My Peace Will Have Been Finally Spoken,
In The Note I Leave Upon The Door.

You'll Hear My Mother Screaming,
As She Looks Into My Room.
As Forever I'll Be Dreaming,
And My Thoughts May Finally Bloom.

I'll Describe My Freedom As A Dove,
In My Note Upon The Door.
That Final Note To Show My Love,
And Let You Know I Am No More.

I'll Bid You All A Dear Farewell,
And Let My Mother Know.
That You Were A Living Breathing Hell,
And I'm Sorry I Never Let It Show.

I'll Tell Her Think Of Me,
Whenever The Nights Are Starry.
And I'll Tell Her She Will See,
That I Truly Am Deeply Sorry.

I'll Let Her Know It's My Twisted Fate,
For It Will Be Over By Tonight.
I'll Let Her Know It Was Far To Late,
And I Couldn't Take Another Night.

I'll Tell Her All The Horrid Tales,
Of All The Things You've Done.
I'll Tell Her All The Details,
And How You Had Your Fun.

She'll Slowly Read The Last Goodbyes,
And See The Beast You Are.
And You'll Forever Be Haunted By Both Our Cries,
As They Will Forever Be Your Internal Scar.