Scars

Why do I feel like this?
Feeling so confused
Always trying my best
But still getting accused

Looking through the glass
Out into the street
Still wondering why
My life doesn't feel complete

I go outside
To have my nightly cigarette
Thinking about all the things
That I now regret

I even find myself
Looking up at the stars
Wanting, Hoping, Wishing
To relinquish my scars

Emotional, battered scars
That I will never be able to hide
It has been years since
My delicate heart died

From watching people around me
Getting spat on and treated like s**t
And hearing them being told
"You're a stupid b***h"

Well f**k you a******e
You act like a spoilt child
Every time you don't get your way
You get me so riled

It is because of you
That I and my family have...

Emotional, battered scars
That we will never be able to hide
It has been years since
Our fragile heart's died

By Jay Basey © 2009