Anonymous Lover

Looking at the stars
Looking at the moon
Wishing you will be by my side
Hopefully very soon

Counting all the seconds,
Minutes hours and days
Counting how much I love you
In many different ways

I may not show you properly
I may not show you at all
But I am there to catch you
Whenever you may fall

My heart beats faster
As you walk by
I dread every single moment
That you say good bye

I hate not being with you
I hate not having you by my side
But all these feelings
I cannot help but hide

My heart beats faster
My pulse is racing
Through my mind and in my heart
You are constantly pacing

But you will never know
How I truly feel
But my feelings for you
I really do conceal

If only I could tell you
All the things I have inside
Then maybe all those nights
I would have never cried

You seem to overlook me
Like I'm not ever there
But I look over at you
And can't help but stare

This trouble love
Does it have a happy ending?
Or an ending at all?
I'm so sick of pretending

That these feelings are fake
They aren't so real
But all these emotions
I cannot help but feel

Why is life
So goddamn confusing
It's not a game
But I seem to be losing

I love him with all my heart
But I don't even know him
And I have all these feelings
That I want to show him

Hopefully one day
He will be mine
And everything will be ok
Everything will be fine