Sadness, darkness all words i choose to use
Happiness, forgiveness words i don't believe in
But all have something in common
All words have been typed out
Feelings of helplessness and abandonment
Run coursing through my veins
Shooting through the life lines of my life
Taunting them and changing them
While the heart is there to keep the spirit going
The rivers in the body carry that which can destroy all
Pain and torment carry easier through hollow tubes
Then does the saving grace that is happiness
Though all is connected in one way or another
It never seems easier to separate one from the other
Not matter how bleak the situation
Something seems to give hope to resolution
Typing and typing i find this overwhelming
I feel what i write and crave that which i don't have
I want to feel as though i do inside knowing its a losing battle
And yet they stay with me with every stroke of the key
The feelings i feel weather they be controlled by me
Or they be first realized after reading this piece
Are all key strokes pushed by me
And are created by this a keyboard of feelings
