"I lived my life to stand in the shadow of your heart,"
I breathed my breath but brought out vain.
I kissed the air and more and yet this nothingness
has been the outcome of my decision.
I shielded myself from the lies
but was brought down.
The lies brought me down,
but the truth brought me stronger.
Why is your love for me so hurtful
and your like for me so vapid?
Why do you hurt me, hurt me, and overall I realize
the hurt is there but there is something more..?
How many questions will be left unanswered,
words hidden from you on paper,
how many more 'till the tears and pent up range
get turned once again to laughter?
