Pain numbing hurt.

I bet myself up thinking you'll be back.
i drank myself to sleep.
i smoked the green to forget the memories.
i didn't speak a word.

i thought i could bury the pain
in heavy power of drugs.
only numbing myself up for the knife
i start to cut.

i feel lifeless and invisible in your world.
if only you knew the pain you put me through
I'm only trying to get over you.