Sometimes I wonder what life would be like had you never passed. Then I realize the people I would lose trying to fulfill that desire. I wish there was some kind of trial, just to visit the life that could have been. I don't know that I would be strong enough to let it go once I had a taste. I'd sure like to give it a try though. I sit and think of reasons why you were taken from me, to protect me, to guide me, I won't know until the last breath has escaped my lips. Maybe there are things in heaven that you have to carry out. I don't know, but sometimes I wonder.
