Have you ever wondered
What life was all about
Is there a purpose for everyone
Did you ever have any doubt?
That you being on this earth
Must have been a mistake
Because to be completely honest
Its something I contemplate
You know when people say
That everyone has a purpose
Everyone has a calling
Has mine just not yet surfaced?
Because I do not understand
Why I am in this place
I swear there is no rationale
I think I�ve been misplaced
See Ive never been accomplished
I never had any goals
I really don�t have any talents
But constantly im told
You will find your reasoning
Behind why you are here
But still I feel im useless
And drown constantly in my tears
The worst part about my life
Is how lonely I always feel
I believe I have people who love me
But not enough to make it real
I deceive and I destroy
With my attitude black as coal
My mind is so confused
Everything�s starting to take its toll
I don�t know who I am no more
I search high and low
But I often come up empty
And after, don�t know where to go
My mind cant make itself up
It constantly goes forth and back
I feel like I am all alone
Happiness I lack
My emotions get the best of me
They basically run my life
I don�t know if I can do this anymore
Its causing too much strife
On a daily basis I war with myself
And believe me theres no way to fix
The inner demons inside my soul
Who like to play there tricks
Im falling slowly, but moving fast
When hardly moving at all
I�m feeling heavy, im feeling light
Problems feel huge even through they�re small
I think this feeling that I feel
Giving up it�s called
I�m so confused; I�m out of place
I need a personal overhaul
I guess I�ll just go with the flow
And see where I end
But I cannot continue on
Until all my open wounds mend
