Days are cold without you near i want you i need you i miss you dear. As the day turns to night i wake up with a terrible fright. You not beside me to help me out i start to cry and wonder how. How could you not always be around to hold me and be there to calm me down. I walk around to try and find you to ease my fright but once again you are nowhere to be found. The time has flown by and now its 3am I try to call but just cant seem to give in. The hours fly by and now its 6 as i to relax you get your fix. You walk in the door clothes all a mess alcohol on your breathe pants unzipped shirt filled with lipsticks and the smell of sex and women surround your body. And all i can say is this is it. Its time for me to leave it has to end you sleep around with every women. Now you don't have to have someone like me to tie you down. You no longer have to hide the fact I am not good enough for you, you can have your money your car the house and the bed but the one thing i refuse to give you is my heart i need it so i can mend and find someone new that does not treat me so much like you did.
