I still remember that night when i fell for you
I've never felt anything like it i didn't know if i will
I'm still in love with the boy from that night,
but he died long ago
god i remember everything
the way you biked by everyday
the day you didn't leave me alone
i remember when i realized i didn't want you to leave
when the goodbyes brought me pain
i remember that when you left you stopped coming back
i remember you called me her name
i remember you lied
you cheated
you broke me
I've never hurt this much
its half a year after i left you and i still miss the boy
the boy i fell in love with
the boy i knew before the sex
i miss the boy that could cry with me when he was sad
i miss holding him
it was the saddest day of my life when you killed him
when he died so did my heart,
i remember the letters he used to write
before the apologies
before all the almost breakups
before you had to fake everything
i always thought what we had was the product of fate
do you remember when you asked everyday for your prize?
do you remember what it was,
it wasn't when you got in my pants,
it wasn't even when we started dating,
it was that first kiss,
the kiss that set standards for me,
the kiss that melted my heart
