How long will i wait

I sit and watch as the days go by
hoping, waiting
I await the day when Armageddon will take away my pain
I wish my family knew the pain i carry
day in and day out
holding myself responsible for the lost soul in my head
I tried to explain to myself it wasn't my fault but....
i just couldn't help this toughing at my heart
that tells me i could have saved her
I wish i could go back and chang my reaction
Because now it is to late to go back and tell her
she should change
But who am i for her to listen to me
I just hope that she changes before its to late
the last servant is 96 years old
The prophecy said it would come before he died
and that the King of the North would rise in the East
China is the King of the North
for i wish and i pray that someday
she'll be home again with her family
who cares more for her than any friend or bf
she could have
but she just doesn't understand mine

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I hope that the feeling i shed bring some happiness to someone...........