It's been 8 months and i see no signs of you being around more
you stay around enough to forget that you were away
then you leave again and i act like it doesn't bother me
or the baby in me
i wonder what your doing
i keep reminding myself i have to trust you
with you being gone so much i wonder what do i trust
that you'll come back or that i believe you'll change one day
i don't know when that day is going to come
but i hope it is soon
8 months have gone by and i still find myself alone
still finding myself telling myself good night
still listening to music for a substitute for you not being here
still settling to your friend coming before your baby and i
knowing my dad is telling the right thing
but thinking your going to change it makes me stay
I don't know how much i can take
a week away and
barley any communication between us
what type of relationship do we have
when I'm afraid of putting my foot down
when i let this go on
I'm losing my faith that our lil family
will be what you and i use to talk about
