Here To Stay

I hoped if I lay perfectly still I could make it go away.
Like, for once, I could control something in my life.
But this is reality and I can't control a single thing in my life.
So why would this day be any different?
Truth is, today is no different than any other day.
I can't control this, I am paralyzed from this day, just like all the others.
I can't make it go away.
I can't push it out of my mind.
It's here to stay...