My Last Goodbye..

I think about the times we shared
another memory lost in my head
i sat there and stayed, while you moved further away
i didn't have a clue, no sense of doubt
you played with my heart and now i have nothing
i walk those halls everyday
searching for a answer that is gone
i search for you in the crowd but find you in her arms
you look at her the way you looked at me
now i can see that me and you were never meant to be
things change and time passes by, but through all this i would give anything for you stay.
i know your gone and i should move on
but you defined me for so long.
you walked away from our life
you hurt me more then words can say
with all these tears i cry
i know deep down ill be ok.
may take years or a lifetime
but in the end i loved you more then most
you were the first
you taught me how to love
you brought sunshine in my darkness
with all these words, why did we fail?
we fought for so long
now it seems like it was for nothing
before i knew you were the one
now I'm unsure.
all i know is that i love you and miss you
with every breath in my heart.
i sat there today
you a inch away
i didn't say a word
i wanted to run and hide
its easier to walk away
its harder to stay
i cant forgive you for what you did
goodbye isn't wanted but sometimes its needed
i cant have you in my life
i have to let go of you
i wish i could tell you many things
but in my heart i know it wouldn't change a thing
so all i have left are memories which fill my head
your still the one for me, I'm staying away for you
now this is all i can say
to you my love this is what i should say

this is my last goodbye.