Space.
We were destined to change, but how far do altercations go?
Silence.
Thick with apprehension, hands like a shroud.
We both saw it coming, yet it seemed
Unrehearsed.
Words are what you spilled over the phone.
Finally breaking my composure, and I had to endure their
Stairs.
Are what caught my tears and cradled me in my time of desperation, As I dialed his
Number.
Two is what all I'll ever be; I whispered to him,
While His voice on the other end, was the only thing bringing
Comfort.
Ceased to exist, from that day forward,
all because of your "only" option :
Leaving.
Is what it took for me to finally be free, learn and understand
Love.
Is not what I was giving, comprehending, or receiving.
For you were like a broken compass,
always steering me in the wrong
Direction.
is not your forte, never sure, always
Mixed.
Feelings, thoughts and signals, spinning in
Circles.
Are the epitome of my envy, for they never take
Sides.
Of you are too many to count,
yet that's what first drew me to
You.
Constantly keep me in a state of supposition,
opposite thoughts like south and
North.
Is where the compass would point,
Leading me to believe we were one step closer to our
Destination.
Was not imminent, as my hopes began to climb,
your needle pointed
South.
Proved to be where our fate was heading,
taking us back to square
One.
Day ill be good enough, and present lessons learned
that helped me along the
Way.
You look at me, is enough to hinder me from standing
Still.
An everlasting funeral marches around my heart, resembling an invisible
Chain.
That connects You and I. Its very long and very
Light.
As a feather, however strong, and cannot rust, nor
Break.
Or tear. For the only thing that can sever it is if you stop loving
Me.
And you are not in forevers vision, only "Us" but these are just
Words.
Are the only thing I have. Let them scream through you
like a rising gust of wind
Bursting through closed
Windows.
Wide don't let in an adequate amount sunshine the way you
Do.
Not look down on me from your high tower
And list things i can and
Cant.
has been extracted from my vocabulary, aswell as, for a period of time : your influence in my
Life.
Had dealt me a good hand, I first thought, until I realized the
Complexity.
Surrounds you like the many stars in
Space.
We were destined to change.
As far as altercations go, I think I've finally grown enough,
To realize I haven't outgrown
You.
Cant eradicate something when its become a part of
You.
Are where my thoughts run to, no one but
You.
Can make sense of this mess of a person I tend to be without
You.
Its pointless, just a waste of time and
Space.
You were destined to change.
