"You dont deserve it."
I tell myself everyday.
"When you deserve it you can have more"
I feel sick,
I stop while I eat,
and think about what's going into my body,
it makes me sick to my stomach.
This pain is not just in my belly,
it's in my heart and mind.
How do I shake this feeling?
This only worsens my depression,
takes things deeper,
to a whole new level.
I've hidden this for much too long.
When will things be back to normal?
Will I ever be healthy again?
I feel weak and fragile.
Won't this go away?
Please someone take these things away.
