I loved you truly I did

I wanted to be your one
I wanted to be your everything
I tried
but you refused to let me in

You kept your guard up
You kept your distance
and you never saw the real me

The me that you wanted
The me that that was there

All you saw was the fat
and a relationship
broken
beyond all repair

I wanted to love you
I wanted you bad
I fell for you
as you did me

but you failed to see that
you failed to care

I wasn't the girl you dreamt off
I wasn't nearly there

For she was thin and pretty
She had style and grace
She was quiet and yours to be with

But I had gained some weight
I wasn't the girl you wanted
I was no where near

For life was cruel to me
and you left me
as if you didn't care

All you saw
was fat
and the hatred you felt because of it
to you I surely did deserve

You wanted my friends
because they stayed thin
you said that to my face

So don't stand there dumb founded
these are your words written down

so this is goodbye
I loved you
from the girl you once held dear

maybe when u fall in love next time
you won't bring THAT girl to tears

I loved you ____
I truly did ....