In the night when my eyes are closed
Dreams and nightmares are coming alive
You make me smile, you try to hurt me
Which ones are true and should believe?
Waking up to a head full of confused thoughts
Laying there hoping everything is good between us
Waiting to see if you will show me how you feel
Turning my dreams into something real
My chest begins to ache and eyes filled with tears
Nothing comes from the person I want you to be
Trapped in a body filled with sadness and anger
You become to me a complete stranger
Every day is another day to wish for change
Maybe patience will be worth it in the end
If only anyone could see the future
To tell me if I should take this anymore
But...
Love surrounds when we are together
Looking into your eyes, everything seems so right
In your arms, the rest of the world doesn't matter
Believing that in the darkness, you can give me light
There are no doubts that we won't make it
Even with no one accepting and support we want
You make me feel special when you kiss me
You make me feel like I'm your only one when you hug me
Then...
Separation and distance becomes the reality
Trust becomes an issue when I don't hear from you
Not knowing if you care, stabs me in the heart
My world crashes when we are apart
Wondering why I let you do this to me
Questions of why I keep thinking of you
Can't get my mind off of you, if only you knew
Just want to feel loved when I'm away from you
Want to feel close when I can't be around you
Just want to know if you even miss me
It kills me when I don't know if you feel the same
It's like you instantly forget my name
You mean so much to me
My love for you is indescribable
I try to show you in every way possible
That my love for you is unstoppable
So many words but no meaning to you
What else is there to do to make it matter?
I've tried the best I can and that's all I can do
All I know is that I'm so in love but hurt with you
