Confusion

It's a cold, dark night
In bed, I wait in silence
Nothing is feeling right
It all doesn't make sense

I always give you all that I have
Help you the best that I can
Is there anything left to save?
I just really don't understand

With you, I'm so in love
But at the same time, I'm confused
Every second, you're all I think of
But sometimes wondering in the end, will I lose?

I know I deserve so much more
I want it from no one else, just you
I don't want to close this door
Will you keep it open and walk through?