I miss you Pop.

I miss your smile && your since of humor. I miss your gentle hugs && your tender kisses on my forehead. I miss your hello's && your goodbyes, but now it's goodbye forever until we meet in heaven. I know you don't remember me when you were sick && in distress, but I'll always remember you. I'll always remember Christmas's && all the times we laughed. But mostly I remember all the times we talked, laughed, && all the times you smiled. All I think about now is how we never talked in over the past three years. I remember telling my mom that I didn't want to come see you && Gran-Gran. I regret that now! All I want to do is see your smiling face one more time, hear that beloved laugh that everyone knew you by && we all cherished. All I wish for is to see you once more. I wish I could have one more hug. I wish I could say one more I love you. I wish I could just talk to you one more time. I wish I could relive those memories again. I wish I would have come to see you before you got really bad && didn't remember me. I still remember the last time I saw you. You looked at me with that look in your eyes that said "Who are you.? WHO AM I.?" I still remember that look in your eyes && on your face..I guess what I'm trying to say is I really miss you.