What have i become.

My love was unruly
My words are unkind
I cant think of nothing else
Except to loose my mind
The cold winter breeze
Makes my heart so cold
My tiny little room
Gives me no love
I'm sick of this life
I'm sick of these scars
I'm sick of feeling like
I'm behind iron bars
My empty little soul
Seeks out for someone to love
While my veins
Want to release more blood
More an more i let fall out
While still i refuse to shout
The pain is unbearable
My tears start falling
Saying "lord please help me out"
My lungs are aching
My skins turning pale
Why lord why do you let me fail
Oh lord what have i become.