Dreams (sonnet)

I am hurt with a pain that is unreal,
i now crave the days when i used to feel.
my only thought now is to end my life,
and never have a sign of me in sight.
imprisoned neighbors will now be released,
because now they rejoice of my decease.
in a world where i did not stand a chance,
all God's creatures will light-heartedly dance.
i was stupid, hopeless, anxious and stressed.
every day i was always depressed.
i will leave all in peace without a sound,
my body in rest six feet under-ground.
there's a reason for everything it seems,
my reason's to answer everyone's dreams.