Dropping, falling, stuck again

I'm choking, can't get any air
My desires are rising,
this isn't quite fair.

I can't grab a hold,
I can't have control.
My heart has been sold.

First no feelings,
too much control;
still going through the healings.

Now I can't get enough,
my mind & heart are racing;
I'm no longer very tough.

I'm hooked on you baby.
Yearning for more of you,
screaming for someone to save me.

Save me from this grip tie,
help me from drowning;
soon you won't be able to pry.

Pry me away it won't be easy.
Break my heart maybe,
but I just want you to please me.

Take me all the way
or don't steal me.
This time I know what I'd say.

Slipping into this struggle,
struggle of affectionate air.

Used to everyone walking in & out
like it never mattered, like it couldn't hurt.

My walls are slowly crumbling
and I think we hit the avalanche,
because my heart is healing.

Your body fits mine like a missing piece.
Your the link to make me smile,
my reasons to maintain inner peace.

I want it both ways;
you love me, I love you.
Happy endings, to all the best plays.

Can you hold me for a while,
until the pain stops tonight.
You know how to make me better,
and make this feel alright.

Give me hope, give me reason.
I'm addicted baby
to the love season.