Heart searching

I thought i was so strong to handle the pain
but words are very lame
when the struggle in our relationship came
and all the hurts are the same

sad night because of the goodbye
everything has been said is a lie
i should have listen in the sign
and now all i want, is to do die

it was the hug that i misses you the most
theres no such remedy for that cost
my heart is now at post
and my life is now at lost

tell me where did i go wrong?
a line from a very special song
a music that has been known for so long
and now this pain still prolong

i want to escape the reality
can't find the words of fidelity
that you and i have compatibility
and now its just an ambiguity

this misery is so unbelievable
but this reality is much unexplainable
when the love is attainable
it became impossible