This heaviness consumes my very soul
Like a blanket of sadness weighing me down
I cannot feel the happiness that you do
I cannot feel the world go round and round
These eyes blur with tears of sadness
At the empty silence deafening my ears
I cry for hours at the thought of you
The thought of you never to be near
I wait day after day for some answer,
Asking when my life will finally be okay
But all I ever end up with is this question
Asking why I still feel the same damn way
Now I know,
That happiness is something I'll never see
Now I know,
That this is how things were meant to be.
