They say

They say its all in my head that I dont need to lose weight...
they dont understand the way my brain thinks...
I will never be "perfect" like I wanna be...
they tell me Im beautiful....
but my heart tells me "no ur not"...
they say I deserve better...
Iv already had the best...
they tell me Im wonderful...
to me Ima failur...
they say I matter in this world...
the world would be better with out me....
they say Im crazy...
I agree I am crazy I have alot of problems
I cant seem to go a single day with out thinking of suicide
a single day with out wanting to rip my arms open
a sinlge day were I dont tell myself I dont need to eat
they say Im perfect
I dont believe them!
if they listened for just one second they wouldnt think that
they mite understand that me as myself I am not perfect in any way...