My hearts tellin me to let go
To accept love
To have someone to be with
My head is yelling at me in a hundred differnt voices
Things feels cloudy
Things and all fuzzy
I switched meds
Im back to the begian
Wrist all cut up
Please Plesae i dont want to go back to my life years ago
He means the world to me
Hes the only one i love
Im scared to loose
Im scared that he will leave
So many broking inside me
So many untold storied and lies
Im hiding so much
I feel like im right back to 3 years ago :(
i told everyone the meds were the only thing keeping me alive
Its true
I feel my body changing into the angry me
