In my hands i see angre
In my hands i see pain
And a fight i could never win
In my eyes i see a girl that is competely gone
I see hurt
I see darkness
Scard to look ahead
Everytime i get close
Something pulls me away
IM trying to accept thing and to be happy
But i cant stop bein stupid
The past is fkin Distroyin me!!!!!!
i want to live but not this way
I want to be happy
But not this way
I want a family
I cant this way
Why cant i just be alittle controable
Why cant i just accept thingsd and let go
Why do i want to die so bad
O ya i know im sick of being hurt and missunderstood
loosing myself everyday
