My last letter

There is a chill on my skin from the early morning due.
Ive been out all night on the terrace thinking of you.
Thoughts flow both happy and sad.
Good times fill my mind ,times of joy and being glad.
I always thought it would be happily ever after for us.
Til the day you walked onto that bus.
You told me its only for a little while.
Which brought forth a half hearted smile.
Many days receiving your words made my heart rejoice.
Wishing you would come home but having no choice.
Worried I became when the letters stopped coming.
Pain on my heart strings started strumming.
Awaiting the dreadful news I was sure would arrive.
Knowing once I received it you were no longer alive.
How I miss the essence of you.
Dreaming at the sky now turning a new shade of blue.
Time has come and gone for some time now.
And now I must take a bow.
Our love is something I will always remember.
It was great, no need for me to be somber.