Heart on the wall

Its late at night,
and I've made my decision,
tempting to quickly just hold out my wrist
and make a giant incision.

But I'm gonna take this slow
and take my time,
its not like I'm doing
a giant crime.

Just ending myself forever,
its my decision you know,
to face this head on
and go into the unknown

I've run a bath,
deep and hot
myself and this razor
is all I've really got

i run the razor,
over my skin,
knowing this is,
all i have within.

Everything goes fuzzy
my life is about to disappear,
i think when people see me,
there gonna cheer

I've left a note,
which explains it all,
of how my heart
ended up on the wall

:(