Idolized by Despair

She writes her thoughts in her journal

She writes about the people who hurts her

Their words gets into her mind

She wonders why she's an open book

She's falling apart, she's barely breathing

She has a broken heart

No kind words are ringing in her mind

She still has her doubts

Every page she writes has no happy ending

Everyday is the same

The pain is not receding

She's looking for purpose

She leaves out the happiness

She wipes the tears away

She's desperate for a change

She wonders what she's doing wrong

Ever Page she looks back on, she feels more depressed

She sees no positive outcome

She has a hole in her heart

She wants to leave this horrible life