It's 10pm at night It's time to go to sleep
My heart is racing so fast it skips a beat as
i doze into a deep dream hearing footsteps as though that's what it seem Walking in the room with a smile on his face made up in his mine he's going to move in a fast pace no time for me to scream or think only thing
I feel is my body starting to sink Try to close my eyes So he can't see me cry
Looking around seeing clothes falling on the floor
then starts to cry harder cause my body's so sore
Not knowing if I can take anymore thinking to myself
what was this for looks me in the eyes and starts to grin Now I'm realizing i cant win
I'm starting to wonder how much can I take cause my body is starting to tremble and shake
I kicked he Threaten,
I screamed he push harder I yelled he pulls
I cried he laugh I close my eyes praying to the lord above I'm only 9 and your only 15 this cant be happening I finally felt his body start to slow down then
he left the room without a sound I cried and cried until
I couldn't no more then I heard this loud sound it was the door It was that man coming for some more
I'll never forget that horrible nights cause
I gave in without a fair fight now this night was finally done I close my eyes praying for someone to come save me
years went on it did not stop he kept coming back for some more i felt so disgusted i never wanted this to happen to me but it did it bring me nightmares every night i fall asleep finally when i turn 14 you didn't come around anymore which i was glad
the hard part was telling my mom you Rape Me :(
I wish I would of said
Mom he rape me years back
when it first happen
but now I'm here to get justice
