Break.

I walk to my room.
With out a sound.
I quietly crawl in my bed.
Wishing i could disappear,
and not be found.

I hug close my pillow.
As i let the tears come
Freely from my eyes.
Suffocating the sadness,
Into my hiding place i cry.

Among-st the pain and
torture. I'm constantly
put threw. Not a second
goes to waste, when ever I'm with
you.

I try my best not to
utter a whimper not even a sound.
Hoping that my pillow collects
my tears, and I'm them i shall drown.

And as i feel my heart kick in.
In unsteady beats.
I realize I'm alive,
i realize this is defeat.

I tried to make the best of this.
Alone as Ive become,
I tried to promise a tomorrow.
But now I'm coming undone.

I know this was a mistake.
To even try to fake.
I wonder if everyone can tell
I'm about to break?

I fell and i stumbled.
I'm used to falling down.
With the cracks that were
there, are almost visible now.

I looked in to the mirror
and i know its easy to see.
I seen the evidence,
Its right in front of me.

The Girl who was so strong.
Was finally about to break.
There isn't anymore bending,
only so much one can take.