My world is a living roller coaster
At times I feel like I'm not wanted anywhere
I feel lost and confused
I wish I could figure stuff out
I don't know what to do
I keep calling for help
But nothing comes
I feel like I'm running
But never find what I'm looking for
If I was to disappear would I be missed
Would anyone notice
I'm running but never stop
My body is on over load
How am I suppose to keep going
Nothing makes sense
I'm fighting to keep myself going
How am I to keep going
I want to keep going
I am to be a god father
I am confused what am I to do
I feel if I tell people I will be judged
Will I be a ghost again
Will I be lonely
Will I friends
What am I to do
