Hurting

I hurt myself and touch my scars. That's exactly how I hurt inside. I see the blood and it hurts; seeing myself hurt, hurts; hurting other hurts. And it feels like you're gonna shatter, and that's what you are most afraid of. You are afraid you're gonna never be good enough. Good person, good daughter, good friend or good girlfriend. You'll never be good enough to be with him, and that hurts infinately. To know that you had him, then lost him.. because he realized you just didn't worth it. And in fact his was right. To know that he is happier without you by his side.. oh, that kills. And if it doesn't kill you, it makes you wanna die.