I wish the flames
only to engulf me whole
for as of now
they are taunting
playing by my edges
but never close enough
to grasp
if grasped
a conclusion could be met
and they could then be forgotten
but these demons
they will never leave
for there cause is unknown
and without the cause
you have no certainty
of there existence
what if the demons only exist
solely for the purpose of making
one questions ones self
the irony
demons existing
solely for the purpose
of questioning ones self
for when this happens
the true problem is found
and can therefore be resolved
maybe these demons
will be my hope
they will cruelly guide me
on the long weary path
to a better self
but of course one must wonder
is the desire to change present if not
then the whole idea of change
a mere fantasy